The image of her in the sundress she wore to my house today is etched onto my brain, and will probably stay with me for weeks. I do not consider myself to be a person with a lot of weaknesses, but I gotta admit that without fail; a pretty woman in a sundress will turn my head in a fraction of a second.

A woman I am in love with in a sundress forces me to surrender because I am human - and weak.

And now I have to accept it and say goodbye to her all over again.

The happy, warm fuzzy feeling is now gone. She's found a someone. It isn't like I thought it would never happen... it's just that I didn't think she'd find a someone before I did. I've met a few people but not anyone that I felt could be a someone but I wasn't really ready. Isn't that something?